Wednesday, March 25, 2009

"Selfish" This Providence

Hi

I'm supposed to read right now. A lot in a short amount of time. But I've got some news. I had ahalf a chapter written for "Perfect Kisses" BUT it was an Epic Fail and I tried to slip in some things I shouldn't have and so I'm restarting it, and hoping it'll go well. Cross your fingers.

And I'm writing "Last Place You Look" on my downstairs computer. No Internet.

No Internet = No Music downloading, Academy Is... message-boarding, no Facebooking, no MySpacing, no IMing, no William Becketting, and no Mike Cardening.

So I have five pages written. Trashing all I had on this computer. And then moving on. Some of my friends want to read my stuff. And I'm hesitant because it's a little weird to pop up at lunch hand say "Go to this website and check out what I do in my spare time."

My sister doesn't even read it. But this girl is reading "Last Place" and so far she likes it I think. Doesn't hate Dave yet. She will hopefully.

But I have been playing music less obsessivly. I don't know what I've been doing with my time actually. I just do nothing. Oof.

Oofffffff.
JaseyRay

Ps. I have never heard the song "Selfish" by This Providence in a recording

3 comments:

never-explore said...

Oh! I love This Providence! ^^
Have you heard "Wolf In Sheep's Clothing" ?

Anyways. Baha. I found a kindaish song for the break up that Rainie and Paul had in the sequel. When Paul left Rainie because he felt she was giving up too much for him or something.

All Again For You by We The Kings.

Not sure if you like them. Or the song. But whatever. Cause like there's a repeating part that goes like:

"We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
the one you lost
I couldn't get enough

You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed....
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you"

Ya know? Cause Rainie wanted to get back with Paul again and stuff ... I was thinking it could be Paul's POV. I dunno, I looked up the lyrics and I'm kinda switchyswitchy. Maybe its not even their song. Ahhahhaaa. I feel stupid writing this. CAUSE YOU'RE LIKE THE MUSIC GODDESS.

Anddd YESSS. Last Place. I wanna read it. And no internet. Pfff. That's like no drugs. Lmao. But I installed an internet lock for myself and put some random password that I wrote a sticky note and hid somewhere in my binder which I know where it is right now but I probably will forget later plus its a trial so heh. I don't want my grades to suffer. Or my social life. Though both is kinda faillll right now. D;

AND O LAWL. I hated Dave from the start. >.>

Anyways. I have like 16 minutes left of internet life so I'm gonna post this before I go like, "AHSDHSJ NOT AGAIN."

O yeah bby.

Jasey Ray said...

I like we the kings and This providence

this providence was like the first CD i ever bought on my own. i obsessed over "my beautiful rescue" since i heard it and i just love them. epic band

i like we the kings too. soo good. i dont liek them much anymore after some shananigans that went down but their record is amazing. i never thoguht of "all again for you" i'll relisten to it :]

never-explore said...

Ohh yess. I heard Beautiful Rescue on Pandora. And I was like, Weeeee. I think that was the first song I heard. And then my friend sent me some more songs from the first album (the one with robot on the cover, hehe), but its kinda more pop'y and stuff. But then again. She's into those techno dance stuff. xP

But anyway. Go go, listen listen. ^^